Howard McCrary

World Peace Through Inner Peace

Letters from the heart

To : Michael Jackson

Posted on June 25, 2009 at 10:00 PM

 LETTERS FROM THE HEART

 

LETTERS FROM THE HEART ARE REAL STORIES THAT HAPPENED TO REAL PEOPLE, I HOPE EVERYONE CAN BENIFIT FROM THEIR EXPENIENCES.

I BELIEVE UNTIL YOU CAN PRACTICE MEDITATION ON A DAILY BASIS, YOU CANNOT BEGIN TO KNOW THE VALUE OF WHAT IT COULD DO FOR YOUR LIFE.

THE PAST IS WHAT IT IS .... THE PAST. WE SHOULD BE ABLE TO LEARN FROM OUR MISTAKES AND NOT TO REPEAT THEM.

BEFORE I CAME INTO THE LIGHT AND WISDOM OF MEDITATION, I MADE CERTAIN DECISIONS THAT I STILL AM RESPONSIBLE FOR TODAY.

MY LIFE NOW IS DEDICATED TO THE CAUSE OF WORLD PEACE. I THOUGHT THAT BECAUSE I HAD PROBLEMS I COULD NEVER BE A SPOKES PERSON FOR WORLD PEACE. BUT NOW I KNOW THAT BECAUSE OF MY PROBLEMS IS WHY I WAS CHOSEN. I DO MY BEST TO FILL THE REMAINING DAYS OF MY LIFE ON EARTH WITH MERITS AND GOOD DEEDS. THE WORLD IS FILLED WITH PEOPLE WITH PROBLEMS, THIS IS WHY I TRY TO SHARE AT LEAST A SMILE WITH OTHERS EACH DAY.

NOW I AM IN LOVING KINDNESS ADDRESSING MY PAST ACTIONS IN WISDOM AND IN LOVE FOR THE FUTURE.

THANK YOU FOR READING.

 

Dear Michael,

My Daughter Sarah woke me up this morning at 7am to tell me of your passing. I was hoping this was some type of publicity stunt that only you or Houdini could pull off.

I remember the first day we met in the summer of 1979 when my family as on tour with your family. The Jacksons and The McCrarys. Did you know we used to be called The McCrary 5? Oh never mind, long story.

When my sister Charity introduced me to you with my brothers Alfred and Sam at that swanky Texas house party you asked me if I was married and I told you I was separated from my wife and we were going through a divorce. That's when you folded your hands and said, "I will be praying for you." Then you introduced me to your beautiful cousin Jackie and folded your hands again and said, "I'll be praying for you."

10 minutes later you went to the other side of the room and made the praying gesture and smiled as you pointed at your cousin. I remember you doing this two more times before finally saying good night again saying I will be praying for you.

Michael right now I am praying for you. I am praying for you beautiful parents you introduced me to at The Omni Hotel in Los Angeles on your 45th private birthday party the evening your sister Janet asked me to play 'Triste' and her fiancée Mr. Dupree seemed a little upset as she held both my hands to thank me from her heart for 2 or or three full minutes for playing one of her favorite songs. It was so good to see Jackie that night and Tito and Randy too. Latoya was looking so beautiful as well. Every member of your family are so beautiful and gifted. I remember meeting up with Jermaine at Cocscos and as we shopped together we would talk all about you.

Do you remember that Christmas morning at your home in Beverley Hills when you and your children wanted to hear the children sing?

Seth Riggs called me and at your request asked me to arrange a choir of 12 children to sing at your home on Christmas morning.

I called my sister Charity and we contacted 12 of the best singing kids we knew, of course some of them being our own family members.

We had less than 48 hours to rehearse an coordinate this private production before the children got into the limousines from me and Tammy's home from Sherman Oaks to be convoyed to your Beverly Hills Estate.

Seth proudly was there that morning to vocalize all the young ones as I conducted as the children sang with charity accapella, 'Heal The World, Silent Night, Santa Clause Is Coming to Town ( Jackson style)' amongst other songs as they sang on you staircase and you and your children and family sat in that grand foyer combined with the Cathedral like acoustics I could hear additional voices of angels that morning. It was a sacred moment for us all.

As you hugged Charity and I to thank us we did a group hug with Seth and sumptuously enjoyed The Christmas Buffet you prepared for all of us. For these children it was a Christmas dream come true. If any of you children are reading this letter please share what that morning meant to you.

Your children Michael looked like cherubs.You were such a loving father.

Michael I could never understand how could  the press could be so ruthless towards you. You are Michael The Angel.

I will never forget when I had the joy to work with Andre and Sandra Crouch on your Dangerous CD at Westlake Studio and we were recording the background vocals on 'Keep The Faith' and as Andre was conducting we came to an impasse for over 20 minutes until Andre turned to me and said, "Howard fix it!"

So I gave out the parts to the ascending figure of the word 'FAITH' leading to the release and you jumped up and down in the control room saying, "I Love It!"

It was that day you invited me up to the green room with my son Darius who was 12 years old at that time .He was part of a new TV sitcom called Family Matters and you told him, "I hear you have been hanging out with Bobby Brown, he is not a good influence. Here take my number and call me anytime. If you need someone to talk to or spend time with, I'll be there. The only thing is when you call don't ask for me or they won't put you through, ask for Norma Jean, it's the code name."

For the rest of that day at West Lake Studios he spent with you and was in heaven.

All the way home he held your private phone number in his hands aglow and raving about his new awesome friend.

As soon as we got home he asked if he could call you and I said yes of course.

So very excitedly Darius dialed the number and ask for Michael...click! Then he remembered the code name, called back and asked for Norma Jean...click!

Even still to this day he talks about that wonderful day he spent with you at the studio and learned the lesson of how important it is to follow instructions.

Once again and lastly when you went to trial in Santa Barbara and it seemed like the whole world turned their backs on you at another session producer Bruce Swedien pulled my sister Linda and I to the side and said,

"Howard and Linda , don't believe The Press. Michael is an angel... he would never hurt the children."

I never stopped believing in you or the pure soul that you are. I remember when you thanked my sister Charity and I for bringing 10 busloads of ministers and some of their members to support you during your trial at The Santa Barbara Courthouse. We had singers singing on behalf of you innocence and ministers interceding on your behalf for justice.

Thank you for graciously hosting all of us at Neverland not once but twice as we came to show you how much we loved you and believed in your innocence.

It is an outrage what some people will do for money. Greed, Delusion, and Anger is something you wanted to see our world healed of. Michael it's not too late. I know there are others like myself who believe in your dream that we can have a better world if we only Keep The Faith.

As I began writing this letter the sun was shining in Hong Kong and now as I close we are in a Typhoon...strange but Michael...I am not surprised you were always bigger than life and now we know that you are.

You and your music, your smile, your dance, but most of all your message will live in our hearts forever.

You not only are 'The King of Pop', you are also...'The King of Hearts'

We Love You Michael !

 

 

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with love,

Howard

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17 Comments

Reply Billy
12:27 PM on June 26, 2009 
Thanks Howard!
You let us know what we believe is real and the truth that MJ is nice and kind, not as Press mentioned.
He didn't know anything about me even I was not in his life, but he, his songs, his performance, were with me all the time.
MJ, RIP.
Reply Princene
1:50 PM on June 26, 2009 
Dear Howard,

Thank you for sharing....I'm in tears. Please try to make the Vigil at Leimert Park, please read this letter and please sing. Also, I think he's in Heaven as we speak (based on Andre Crouch's experience recently). Love you, Howard.
Reply Deby Lile-Contrestano
1:58 PM on June 26, 2009 
So lovely...I have goose bumps on my goose bumps...Holy Spirit filled words...thank you dear brother!
Reply Jane Grace Welfar
11:51 AM on June 28, 2009 
Love is the answer and a still mind is the way.

Much Love to you now and always Love Jane Cambrdigeshire England.
Reply kitty
11:47 PM on June 29, 2009 
Dear Howard,

Your letter is very touching and moves me to tears. You are a jewel of friends. A true friend. MJ is very luck to have you as a friend. It is an honor to know you. I for one believe MJ was an innocent soul and if we happened to meet, whether he was famous singer or an unknown artist, would be each other's good friend. I'm sure he's pleased to know you keep sending merit to him.
Reply Clara
10:56 PM on July 6, 2009 
Dear Howard
We can see how much you love MJ. Thank you for your letter to Luang Phor. We understand how much you have done for MJ and are happy that our Angel receives your blessings and prayers and is now happy in Heaven. Your relationships in the past and now with MJ is so touching and makes me cry.
To me, MJ was a symbol of peace, love and charity. I never belief the bad media allegations. The out of court settlements were more a result of his soft character than an admission of guilt.
From your story, that says a lot about Michael Jackson, he sincerely loved children and wanted to make a difference to the next generation. Michael, I really hope you know you made a difference to this member of the "next generation". We love you Michael! We will continue to meditate and transfer merits and prayers to the "King of Hearts" .

Wonderful song "I love you". We all kalyanamittas in Singapore love you too Howard.

Love, Clara from Singapore
Reply Roy Sanchez
11:52 PM on August 6, 2009 
Awesome! Totally Awesome!! We must continue his legacy and carry his torch Howard!!!!
Reply Melody
4:30 AM on September 3, 2009 
Its so aching to find out MJ is passed away, he's the one n only EVER~ its too bad that some people still think he's guilty of those things, thank you so much for sharing your story to all of us!!!! PLease let us know if you might plan to perform his music in the future or anything~ THank You!
Reply Sarah
8:21 PM on October 2, 2009 
I absolutely love your music, song, video, and message..I remember seeing
your name on MJ cds right? Just was browsing..thank you..MJ's music, videos,
and all of the friends stories help the grief..he is supporting us in spirit...Peace.
Reply Sarah
8:29 PM on October 2, 2009 
Excuse me..I just saw your amazing bio...wow...I still think I saw your name
on Mr. Jackson's dear credits...For me, he was a safe star you could trust in
your heart and feel he was one of few good ones...I'm almost 50, my demograhic. Again, this was lovely, Sarah
Reply Fernanda
11:16 AM on July 19, 2010 
Very beautiful this song Howard ... already knew. Success always. God bless.
His fan of Brazil ... Fernanda Toledo.
Reply seven
7:24 AM on August 7, 2010 
Dear Howard,

Would you mind if I shared this letter and this beautiful song with my readers on my own blog? It's at http://www.mjj-777.com

Seven
Reply des
12:25 AM on August 15, 2010 
Thank you so much for this beautiful story...he's truly an angel & king of hearts. God bless you always, from the Philippines!
Reply Roberta
9:37 AM on August 15, 2010 
this is a beautiful letter. Thank you for sharing your personal story about Michael.
Reply Divina-Lisa
11:11 AM on January 14, 2011 
BEAUTIFUL!! Thank for sharing with us who truly Michael was and IS..though my heart already told me Michael was an Angel sent by God..it is always nice to hear from people who actually witnessed it.
Reply Once was Annalisa Wagner
1:36 AM on December 19, 2012 
Howard, this is the blonde little girl from that summer in Pickering Ontario so many years ago. Your sisters had sponge rollers in their hair as we laughed and sang. I'm oh so very proud of you. Liesje
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